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Posted:Jul 13, 2020 5:09 pm
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I couldn't sleep. it's 3:59 am here. so much stuff in my mind I don't know how to shut it off. been reading blogs here for the past hour and still not sleepy. done some stuff too like masturbate, edit pics, listen to some sad music, just wide awake. if anyone still awake, can I come so we can just hang out?

one of the pic from my day out yesterday

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this minute
Posted:Jul 13, 2020 5:09 pm
Last Updated:Jul 13, 2020 6:20 pm
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I couldn't sleep. it's 3:59 am here. so much stuff in my mind I don't know how to shut it off. been reading blogs here for the past hour and still not sleepy. done some stuff too like masturbate, edit pics, listen to some sad music, just wide awake. if anyone still awake, can I come so we can just hang out?

one of the pic from my day out yesterday

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this minute
Posted:Jul 13, 2020 5:09 pm
Last Updated:Jul 13, 2020 6:20 pm
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I couldn't sleep. it's 3:59 am here. so much stuff in my mind I don't know how to shut it off. been reading blogs here for the past hour and still not sleepy. done some stuff too like masturbate, edit pics, listen to some sad music, just wide awake. if anyone still awake, can I come so we can just hang out?

one of the pic from my day out yesterday

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I dont understand
Posted:Jul 11, 2020 4:14 am
Last Updated:Jul 13, 2020 4:51 pm
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I always thought that I'm the cool easy going kinda girl, I know pretty much the unwritten rules of how this FWB, ONS, fuck buddy works. usually when I met someone and we had good sex and wanted make it regular, I always told them upfront that if in the future the situation changed in anyway and meeting is no longer possible then just let me know and I'll be gone. vice versa. no headache, no drama, no hard feeling. just pure fun.

and it always works for me. until now. so at the moment I have 3 fuck buddies. and I found out that the one which is the youngest lied to me. how I found out was pretty easy actually but lets keep that a secret haha. it started when COVID started and he said that he needs to go back to his county and then one month later he said he quit his job here but will come back for couple of days just to sort his stuff. while the fact that he is here all along and still working at the place.

now all of you will think, nah Indi, he just doesn't want to meet anymore. yeah, thats exactly whats on my mind. not a big deal. but when he lied of where he was, he kept texting me almost every day (and I never ever text him first) and made plan to meet. I still play along with it.

I'm definitely too old for this kind of shit. don't tell that I'm naive but I seriously don't understand whats going on? what's the point of this drama? is there any purpose at it? it just don't make sense. why the lies? even I didn't make this kinda drama with my last ex.

well.. sorry for the rant, it just bothered my mind at the moment. yeah I won't along much longer, just waiting for the right time. he likes drama so ill give him some.

updated (13july): yeah, he's gone. I did let him know that I know. and as usual, he didn't reply. so much for being a gentleman. felt so relieve now. thanks everyone that commented on this blog. helped me a lot.
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perfect distraction
Posted:Jun 29, 2020 10:11 am
Last Updated:Jul 11, 2020 7:53 am
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I've been meeting with mr cuddler lately (you can read about him in my prev blogs).so yesterday I was just left my apartment meet him when I got a phone call. it was from HR at my work telling me come tomorrow. I knew that was it. we were in the middle of cutting lots of staff and yesterday it was my turn. I turned back home and texted back to mr cuddler saying I couldn't come. as soon as I'm home I called my sister in Qatar and cried saying that I lose my job.

Ive been working my whole life and I never once got fired. I knew I could only blame this to the fucking pandemic but I felt like this was the biggest blow to my ego. my job was something that I can always tell myself to be proud of because I'm really good at it. I knew I'm not the only one, but I was on the process of acceptance and its pretty hard. after my sister calm me down, I saw lots of from mr cuddler asking what happened. he told come so I won't be alone. I agreed. i seriously didn't want cry again.

as soon as I arrived, he handed a glass of really cold white wine haha...made laugh because he was waiting for finish it in one sip so he could add some more. then we were just in the couch talking about it and finished a bottle together.

so that night was about . he said he will made happy haha. we were naked in bed. he gave deep wet kisses while he fingered . his lips was everywhere in my body, in my ass, my pussy, licking my clit so gently and for so long. he made cum with his fingers, then hurried lick so he could taste my cum. won't let rest for long then his dick was inside of from behind. pushed it as deep as he could and he made cum once more.

that was just the start. night long he fucked my holes. pussy then my mouth so I could taste my own cum, then he fucked my ass hard then cum inside. that was so hot. he told that I could do anything him. so every couple of hours when I felt horny (yeah again), I will just sucked his dick and when its hard then I will ride him. made myself cum again and again. or I will sat in his face, forced him lick the way I liked it.
and id like taste him so he cum in my mouth before we finally went sleep.

I slept well that night. woke and I didn't felt that bad like last night. my head was clearer a little bit. I'm still pissed off for sure but this was just another thing I need face. like my sister said... it's just a job, not a life.

I'm really grateful for mr cuddler for being there last night. rather than crying pointlessly I was receiving a whole lot of pleasures which was amazing. I think it's rather true that great sex can possibly cure anything.. temporary or longer. perfect distraction.

right, so after 9 years being with the same company, I seriously forgot how apply for job now...
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blindfold and bondage
Posted:Jun 18, 2020 8:56 am
Last Updated:Jun 20, 2020 12:02 pm
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so I met mr.owl this afternoon. as usual he opened the door naked then we ran the room and my mouth in his dick right away. it was so hard, I loved it. he suggested something different. tied him up and blindfold him. I got more excited haha. so we were busy for some minutes find stuff for that. oh I loved tie a man the bed...when he couldn't move anymore then I blindfolded him. I can do whatever I want with him.

I started by licking all his body, bite here and there, from his jaw, his neck, his nipple, underarms...slowly going down. gave a long lick his hard cock, just a lick then I played with his balls, put it inside my mouth and sucked it gently, and kept going down till I reached his asshole. my tongue circled around there, tried to push in while one of my hand stroke his coc. heard his moan really turned on. then back his cock, sucked its head slowly, licked it with my tongue...then I went on top of him, rubbed it to my clit and my pussy..just back and forth, he told put it in but I said no. I could tell from his moan that he's frustrated.

after I rubbed it around my pussy then I kept going up and I sat in his face, forced my pussy him. licked my clit and I could feel his tongue inside..it was so nice. I spit on my hand and grabbed his cock so I could stroked it at the same time. thats really hot.

after I had enough, I teased myself and rub his dick in my pussy again. I couldn't help it this time. I pushed it real slow...he felt it and he started to try to help me but he can't. we both moaned, the pleasure that spread to my body, I can't never compare it with anything. I pushed it all the way in. then I started to fuck him. it was so turned on to see him just laying there won't be able to do anything. I told him don't cum. he said he won't. so my focus here was to make myself cum. I fucked him faster when I felt that it's coming. and then I cum, pretty intense, the best feeling when that explode inside my body.

took me some minutes to get back to earth..and I started to suck him again. I loved to taste myself in his dic this time I spit on his ass and I started finger him. so I was on my knee, one hand stroke his dick and my other hand was fingering him. he loved it. he moaned and said that he wanted cum. I said not yet. he said: come on fuck me again. so I went on top of him again, I told him just wait a bit so I could cum one more time. I kept laughing quietly while fucking him because he couldn't stop talking like...'oh yeah that good, oh no just like before, oh shit that feels better' , it was so much fun. and I'm about to cum again, he started to say that he couldn't hold it any longer, I said I'm close, and I went faster and harder when I orgasm, this second one was even better than the first. I was on the end of my orgasm when he started to say don't stop keep going, I'm cumming. and I did keep going till he cum pretty hard, that was so hot. he was really hot.

tried to catch our breath, still on top of him. dick still inside of me. I untied him, then we just relaxing in bed.

im gonna bring real rope next time.
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advise on....DP..
Posted:Jun 7, 2020 9:08 am
Last Updated:Jun 14, 2020 2:23 pm
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been watching a lot of porn lately about MMF..done it more than enough but I never really been double penetrated. well, just because I'm not really a fan of anal. I did have lots of ass training this past months so I think that's on my next do list. I done some reading or watching know enough theory about it but that was nothing compare the real experience haha..

so friends... any thoughts, ideas, tricks, about double penetration? lots of lube for sure (I'm guessing it's gonna be pretty crowded down there in my ass and pussy haha...but what else??

thank you
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in bed with mr owl
Posted:Jun 4, 2020 2:29 pm
Last Updated:Jun 12, 2020 10:04 am
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when Mr. Owl opened the door, I didn't saw him. he's hiding behind the door because he was naked. awww....I let him walked in front of go bed so I could looked at that ass. I left the trail of my clothes while followed him. pushed him bed, no kiss whatsoever, my mouth was in his dick right away. I was sooooo in the mood suck dick since days ago. licked it like I lick lollipop, made it wet..then I pushed it deep inside my throat. as deep as I could. the way he moaned really turned . the way he looked at sucking his dick... such a victory to .

he turned around so we done 69 with top.felt his tongue warm and wet in my clit and pushed through my pussy...I scratched his thigh, sucked him eagerly..then we were rolling...now he was on top still 69.. his knees between my head, kept my head still while he gagged as he fucked my mouth hard and deep. then I started lick his ass. he's the only guy that I really enjoyed licking the ass. amazingly clean ...so I was there teasing him till he moaned so hard. he played with my ass too...tickled it with his tongue and rubbed it with his finger...we were in this really hot position, I wished someone could take a photo of that.

the he got put in my belly and I could feel his dick rubbing in my pussy...he didn't pushed it yet, pressed bed, pulled my hair so he could whispered : I'll fuck you now as he pushed his dick the way in.
god, for there's nothing can compare that high feeling when there's a dick inside of . and yes, I did tried drugs before. but this one is the best. I moaned and helped him move. made him pushed deeper inside. he fucked so hard, so deep... and I kept chasing it, that built feeling, when I knew that I'll had that orgasm soon. I love that moment, just one second right before I cum, then it explode over my body.

he turned us around and we were spooning now. his hands in my boobs while my hand held his hips behind so he could fucked harder. not long after he made cum one more time. I was soooo wet down there. from spooning, he turned me around so I lay down in his chest with his dick still inside of me. then pushed me so I fucked him in reverse cowgirl. I could feel his finger played with my ass.. since I'm in control, I really need another orgasm. I'm a woman of 'never enough' lol. so I fucked him faster, I knew from his moan that he wanted cum soon. I was busy with giving myself an orgasm, as soon as I finished, he pulled spoon again. then back fuck from behind.

I knew what he wants. he tried push his dick my ass. slowly please. he said I am. and he did. done it so gently I barely felt any pain at . fucked gently at first..then he pulled my hair and he whispered : I'll fuck your ass harder now..so relax. I nod my head, he pushed it the way in. the way he moaned really turned ...again, I just can't stop feeling horny even though there's a dick inside now. fucked my ass faster then he pushed it so deep when he cum.. moaned so hard...so satisfying.

took us couple of minutes to get our breath back. cleaned up. and back to bed. had after sex conversation with his dick back to my mouth. I just love sucking dick..dont ask why lol. I love suck it when it's soft. and when it's hard? back pussy haha.
it was amazing night.

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so I literally just had sex like couple of hours ago. I had go home since I have something do early morning. got home, showered again and I was my bed ready for bed and our sex scenes just kept popping in my brain and I was fucking horny again. I was like....damn, not again.
really, this sex drive is so out of control sometimes, Im horny all the time. sometimes I can distract my mind, but some other time, I was like come on...anyone, just fuck me fucking pleaseeeee.

let me know please, when that happen what will you do? when masturbation not helping at all and no one available at the moment? and chocolate and ice cream not helping??
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On day 64
Posted:May 31, 2020 4:15 am
Last Updated:Jun 4, 2020 11:43 am
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I couldn't stand it anymore. this horny feeling was killing . so I texted mr owl (still remember him? lol) and asked: wanna fuck? he replied yes immediately. he was the last person I slept with months ago so I told him I'm really really horny..be ready. he laughed and said he's the same.

as soon as I saw him opened the door I was like a hungry tiger looking at fresh meat. he knew that so before I jumped him, he jumped me unexpectedly as soon as he closed the door. he pushed me against the door and started to kiss me. and on that moment, my mind went blank replaced with lust that needed to be fed.

we didn't move from that door, hands all over me while I tried to pull him closer, pulled him harder to kiss me while I could feel his dick pressing against my belly.
I opened his short so fast and grabbed his dick while he pulled down my underwear and lifted one of my leg. before I knew it, he pushed his dick to my pussy.. hard and deep.. god, the pleasure for not having sex for that long was unbelievable.. I was so lost in lust, he fucked me hard still standing against the door. it was too good, made me cum right away. when he knew I'm done then he went faster and then cum inside of me.

it lasted maybe only 5 mins, just need to release that first crazy sex tension, but it's one of the most satisfying orgasm ever. I immediately felt everything was awesome again haha...

he knew me pretty well, so he laughed and asked..hows that for a warm ? I just said perfect! then he took shower..clean each other. then we jumped bed. this time you know, it's gonna be the 'non stop night take it slow' kinda sex.
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you are someone
Posted:May 8, 2020 10:35 am
Last Updated:Jun 12, 2020 10:04 am
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you are no one
it was fun between us
but somehow in between
I tripped
started notice something
about you
and before I even know it
I drawn you
I never understand how this works
this stupid thing called feeling
we never talked much
about us or anything
we never crossed that line
but I'm being a typical girl
that always noticed something
small that makes you...you..
then it happened...
oh believe me
I hate it so much
it just me thinking out loud
because I'm trying so fucking hard
control my mind
kill this feeling
but some nights..I couldn't stop
the thought of how much I've missed you
even though we haven't met for months
or probably never will
anymore
I still remember your smell
the stupidest thing ever, I know
just need some more time
to get over it
to hold on a little bit more
til the waves that hit me passes
but you're never no one....

wrote this couple nights ago. I really need to have sex ASAP otherwise this mellow emotional idiot part of Indi will resurface and I don't like it at all. i have this weird crush feeling for mr swim coach (do you guys remember him lol) that's not even around at the moment or at all.

but we kinda keep in touch in the strangest way... hints here and there...it's just too complicated to even try to explain it. but it does fucked with my mind at the moment. imagine being at home for months and this particular person keep popping up in mind now and then. some part its a struggle thinking about him but other part, it kinda help me going through this quarantine all by myself. fucked up, isn't it? I blame it to the lack of sex !!!

come on, Covid....stop this already!

im gonna go and slap myself....

stay safe friends...
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Been too long...
Posted:May 5, 2020 8:46 am
Last Updated:May 7, 2020 2:08 pm
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Hi everyone...
how are you guys doing?
yeah, I'm still stuck at home, more than 40 days now. all alone, not even meeting colleagues and friends. getting crazy here haha ... one thing I learned, it's not easy to make yourself busy at all. we are allowed to go out for a bit so the most interesting in my life at the moment is going for groceries.

I think I still have another month to go by in quarantine. really hope everything will get better soon. I don't even know what day it is.... day passes like a flash in my eyes. woke up then boom..it's getting dark again. and what I did in my day? nada, none, zero lol.

this horny feeling also getting out of hand. some days I can handle it, some days I can't. I'm surprised at myself though I can last this long, well...I did almost sneaked out quite many times...but so far I haven't do it yet.

really tough situation.... all I can do is to try to think positive. and lots of porn haha.

anyway...just thinking out loud and checking in. I miss the old days. I hope everyone doing good out there...wherever you are....

please take care and stay safe...
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current situation
Posted:Mar 20, 2020 6:57 am
Last Updated:Apr 3, 2020 3:55 pm
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not doing much really. just spending time a lot at home alone and I kinda like it. but if I masturbate like 5 times a day is it normal lol...

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At the moment...
Posted:Mar 12, 2020 3:20 pm
Last Updated:Apr 5, 2020 1:37 pm
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just checking in... havent had much inspiration lately to write because of what happened In the world at the moment.! And...Havent had sex for a while (too scared to go out). So im really really horny. Especially tonight. Well, im just gonna read some blogs here and start to play with myself

Hope everyone is doing alright

Stay safe ..
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